Emmanuel Noel Lee

what to put here?

2010-11-10T01:37:00.003+08:00

so my schedule over the few days would be like this

13 & 14 Nov - Con3 Camp

17 Nov - Get birthday presents

19 Nov - Birthday Celebration

20 Nov - Wedding Mass & KC Carnival

22 Nov - Imba Submission

It's been a long while

2010-11-03T01:03:00.002+08:00

hold on before it's too late, we'll run till we leave this behind.

i was too late. i waited for too long hoping for a right moment that never came.

it just wasn't meant to be. it's going to be a burn out.

thats wad you get for bottling up. you're never gonna move forward dear boy.

oh well. school's been good. a bit tiring. quite content with marketing lately.

enjoying it quite a bit. don't understand how people can feel like falling asleep during lessons.

life has been good to me. god's been watching me when ever i start the little engine of the bike. keeping me safe. thank you god.

but i think i just need to recharge again. i'm losing that fire all over again. where are they?

~ mixed feelings at the moment~

my wish is a wish for you.

2010-10-09T06:11:00.002+08:00

weird night.

i going through the feeling of dehydration...

mild headache, dry mouth, feeling of puking...

(in other words i had too much to drink heehee)

hmm but rather weird night. after sending that goodnight text with lyrics from the song My Wish from Rascal Flatts, the song played twice on my iTouch and on my Mac once

a total of 3 times. hmmm.

i wish that my wish came true =/

I believe that some day. things will go my way.

2010-10-01T20:49:00.002+08:00

Things Will Go My Way - The Calling

I came to tell you
How we've all began
Nothing seems to work out right
I'm broken down again
So hold me now
And say it's not forever
Maybe someday
In time

Things will go my way
Things will go my way

I've pushed to get through
The crowds in twisted zone
Just to find I'm right back here
Doing what I'm told
So take my hand
Don't let me surrender
'Cuz maybe someday
Yeah, in time

Things will go my way
Things will go my way

For all the lives
I've tasted
Just looking for the truth
For all the dreams I'm chasing
What am I to do
With everything against me
The answers are all wrong
Open now, I'll find out
It was working all along

So hold me now
And say it's not forever
Maybe someday
In time

Things will go my way
Things will go my way
Things will go my way

For all the things
I've tasted
Just looking for the truth
For all the dreams I'm chasing
What am I to do
With everything against me
The answers are all wrong
Open now, I'll find out

Things will go my way
Things will go my way

15092010

2010-09-15T22:44:00.003+08:00

so i'm rather contented with my P2 progress.

having a rough idea of what my story board would look like eases the stress level.

doing work with good friends in starbucks is motivating

but when you have files which can only be done in school leaves you stuck.

Join the mac family. Adobe is still way faster on a mac.

Wonder what's it gonna be like if I had a girlfriend and accompanied her to do work or something.

all i have to say is..

2010-09-11T10:05:00.001+08:00

the night wind couldn't have been any better at 90km/h.

Love her.

project 2

2010-08-26T16:56:00.004+08:00

So its been awhile.
Project 2 is starting to add to the stress.
PCOMD next block as well. Double module. Gonna suck.
but well its a 6 more days countdown.

so yea. don't really have much to talk about these days.
but well.

From a different perspective of me.
I can show you the world
Shinning shimmering splendid
Tell me princess now when did you last your heart decide.

today

2010-08-12T23:09:00.004+08:00

New Years Resolution

-Let go of past.

-Lose weight. (NO BETS)

-Stop trying too hard with my love life. =)

HA and i have accomplished 2 of 3 YAY

i didn't lose weight :( i gained weight haha!

nvm i've started exercising. next week must go gym again :)

maybe weekends exercise a bit as well :)

well what made me post this. please refer below.

Better Days - Goo Goo Dolls

And you asked me what I want this year
and I try to make this kind and clear
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
'cause I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
and designer love and empty things
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words and sing out loud
'cause everyone is forgiven now
'cause tonight's the night the world begins again

I need some place simple where we could live
and something only you can give
and that's faith and trust and peace while we're alive
and the one poor child who saved this world
and there's ten million more who probably could
if we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

So take these words and sing out loud
'cause everyone is forgiven now
'cause tonight's the night the world begins again

I wish everyone was loved tonight
and somehow stop this endless fight
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words and sing out loud
'cause everyone is forgiven now
'cause tonight's the night the world begins again

'cause tonight's the night the world begins again

before it's too late

2010-08-10T22:13:00.002+08:00

hold on, before its too late,

we'll run till we leave this behind.

it's always too late. always that constant fear lingering.

i wish i dared express what i wanted.

i might be good at presentations. but i can never present the real me.

the me that does not make fun of others just so that i don't feel so weak.

the me thats trapped deep inside bottled up surrounded by fear.

How does it feel?

2010-08-08T09:43:00.003+08:00

so its been awhile. a long while.

but well nobody reads so doesn't matter. if not you are just weird haha!

So into project 2. YOG coming up this Tuesday as well.

still haven't gotten my work on p2 done yet. i'll do it this afternoon or tomorrow.

still been busy with churchy work and all. getting a little tired of it though.

losing motivation. well i guess i'll just relate it to Anberlin's songs which i have been listening to a lot lately.

How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction of home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone

And This Sunday Has Just Ended

2010-07-18T23:57:00.007+08:00

Even those worn-out words, “I love you”, take on a wonderful new meaning
When I use them to express my love for you; they’re words for you only
In a sunny spot on Sunday, it’s an ordinary Sunday like any other
I quietly pray that this lasts forever and you keep chatting

Credits to 9gag.com

FYI, No i am not in love. I haven't found someone to be in love with =)

Call Me Weird

2010-07-11T00:31:00.002+08:00

I just finished watching Ip Man the first one.

I think in a normal persons mind, the first thing would be OMG the blood and the breaking of bones etc etc.

But the thing that came to mind was family.

Would I ever grow up and know I'd marry a very special lady, which I'd know would be there when I return back from work to give kiss on the cheek, tell her how beautiful she is and ask her how was her day?

The future is filled with uncertainty yes?

God what are your plans for me? Would I be a better person than little bad guy now?

I wanna confide in you. Know that I can be still and know that you are god.

Or am I just weird?

Reminder

2010-07-09T00:10:00.004+08:00

i shall use a blogger as a reminder who i'm either supposed to make plans for a meet up one day

-Anthea

-Nicole Ng

-Cetrina

-Angel

-Beverly

-Lee Ann

(i might have missed a few names shit)

and the older Gen people. oh fugggg i realised after writing this that the above mentioned are all girls. meh. oh well =P

2010-07-08T01:19:00.003+08:00

and so its been an alright day. thank you god for the day

please take care of my dad. he's going to hospital for op. keep him safe.

in your hands i trust that he will be well.

Love your child

Emmanuel Noel.

God is with us , Christmas.

2010-07-07T12:09:00.001+08:00

~the hardest thing to do is to watch the one you love, love somebody else.~

and i think its the quote of the day :)
it's going to be another boring day for me at home. thanks.

Ferras

2010-07-06T16:01:00.004+08:00

And everybody here is from somewhere else

You could make a million dollars, but you might lose yourself

And you can take the heat, will your heart go cold?

They say acting is just pretending, but even that gets old.

Love

2010-07-05T23:26:00.002+08:00

noun

1. an intense feeling of deep affection

2.a person or thing that one loves

verb

1. feel a deep romantic or sexual attachment to (someone)

am i really losing my other self?

or am i just too afraid of what others would think about me if they see my other self.

its just all a stained masquerade. getting thicker by the moment.

parts of welcome home.

2010-07-04T22:27:00.004+08:00

You're never far
I will be where you are
and when you come to me
You can bet I will open my arms

Said I've been waiting for that day
Just to feel your warm embrace
Your love has shown
I will never be alone
You will welcome me home

When I left home to be who I am
Some people said "No Way"

I'll still wait for that day.

Love. ❤

your the first person i dedicate a blog post to for a birthday

2010-06-30T00:02:00.004+08:00

happy birthday Lisa [sunshine] :)

thanks for being that lovely friend for over a year already now.

time flies huh?

since day one when i met you and thought u were. YALAM =P

always had fun having dinner with you. will never forget the awkward silence @ fish & co.

when i attempted to tie a cherry stalk :)

not forgetting the unfinished drink and fries =D

but altogether, to sum it up, i hope you enjoyed the yoghurt and eclair "last" night.

may your dreams stay big and worries stay small.

thank you for being part of my life. ❥

PS: i think i have never taken a photo with just the both of us before.

(i would gladly put a photo of you if i had one)

It's a rush in this world

2010-06-29T00:56:00.002+08:00

i wanna blog. been awhile. but everyday i can't seem to find anything to blog about at the moment.

i always found this simple quote fascinating. it was the URL of my friend's blog.

take 5 jazz life.

okie moving on.

boring blog post.

i wish i could sing this. but. no. i'm not in love don't worry.

neither do i have anyone to fall in love with. i'm fine with my life.

i love myself enough.

~rush by ferras~

Is it me, or is everything spinning
I’m wide awake but I must be dreaming
It’s like you’re some kind of drug
Try to catch my breath
And see if I’m still breathing
Touch my heart and make sure it’s beating
It’s like I’m falling in love

Because living he loved me, dying he saved me, buried he carried my sins far away,

rising he justified , freely forever , one day he's coming oh glorious day.

what 3d max has done :)

2010-06-21T21:11:00.002+08:00

indescribable. uncontainable

2010-06-19T22:10:00.003+08:00

knowing some things has left me mixed with emotions.

i'm happy yet sad at the same time.

i might regret posting this but oh well. then again there was never anything.

your lovely , unique and special in a indescribable way.

i hope all goes well

because my wish for you

is that this life becomes all that you want it to

your dreams stay big, your worries stay small

you never need to carry more than you can hold

and while you're out there getting where you're getting to

i hope you know somebody loves you

and wants the same things too

yeah this is my wish

sweet child of god.

18th June

2010-06-19T03:19:00.003+08:00

and i have to be in church at about 8-ish later.

i'm home from beerfest. It was goody.

Goodfellas from timbre always sound awesome.

the auzzie band who performed AC/DC songs was rather entertaining with a super wild lead guitarist.

good friends and last but not least

good beer =D

but it did burn a hole in my pocket hahahaha =P

good alcohol sometimes unfortunately reminds me of... mmm... a miserable life at times.

but oh well. leave it to goddy. =)

for some reason i can't explain. i know st peter won't call my name

17th June

2010-06-17T23:12:00.002+08:00

okie so gab failed his 2a license.

he has got to wait one more month.

he can take his time though. don't think he's going to get a bigger bike anytime soon.

no money. $$$

i hope tomorrow is going to be a much better day then the past 4days.

i haven't been doing anything besides sleeping , gaming and eating.

kinda mundane.

gahhh.

my quote of the day from the song let love in ~ goo goo dolls

the end of fear is where we begin , the moment we decide to let love in.

MOVIES!

2010-06-16T22:52:00.002+08:00

Emeanie wants to watch

-prince of persia

-karate kid

-toy story 3

but i feel so lazy to go =P

week one of holiday is ending :(

nvm 4 more weeks to go :)

RAGE

2010-06-15T22:48:00.003+08:00

and it's the waiting game all over again.

every time i think about it i get really angry.

hate them.

i don't want to think about it anymore.

i don't even want to see the card which might be delivered on thursday.

stupid shit. waste my time and money. i paid my share to get it.

but what's the point of having something that's only for show.

i just want to lock myself from the world now...

because what hurts the most is being so close.

having so much to say. yet you just see it walk away.

Vacate

2010-06-09T16:21:00.002+08:00

I've vacated my room for tomorrow apparently.

Grand parents coming back to stay with us.

My things are all over the living room right now.

Drumkit stacked in the middle, clothes lying every where

I have no where to sleep, no where to put my things

I've missed a consultation with my lecturer today. (just to clear the room)

I never consulted him with my work at all. hopefully he thinks its alright.

If not oh screw this sub. the fact that i'm losing "my" room can't be compared to failing a subject.

I think i'm gonna be practicing less on the kit now.

I just hope everything would be much better tomorrow.

please daddy god. i need a break. :(

2010-06-09T00:24:00.003+08:00

everything is happening this thursday. why so happening.

submission for 3d Max

submission for Exhibition studies

granddad coming back.

i think the last is the worst. i gotta clear up my entire room. OMG

gotta keep the drum kit into one corner, tidy up my bed, find space to put my junk.

remove my electronics from the room. *theres too much electronics :P *

omg. stress. assignments weren't stressful till now :(

3d max

2010-06-05T00:25:00.008+08:00

so here are 2 works i've done.

attempting to follow an online work i've found by Helena Michel

first her work credit to her.

Of course mine ain't completed yet

2010-06-04T16:00:00.003+08:00

i have been reminded of the awesome feeling of riding a bike.

when the instructor is not looking.

riding like a mad donkey. (idk why but i using the word donkey sounds cool here)

throttling to the max to hear the engine scream.

and then realise the bike's pick up is quite slow =P

6days and counting

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

2010-06-01T17:15:00.003+08:00

enjoyed every moment of the weekends

left my assignments aside and went all out to have fun

the amazing part is that, even if you do not have time, god will make time for you.

i managed to finished most of my assignments even before dateline. and my assignment seemed a lot easier then expected.

so when people find excuse saying they have no time to serve in church. that is sooooo bullshit.

i am where i am today because god has guided me.

ya bet i sound all churchy here. but i am a churchy boy after all.

because she is

magical, mystical, irresistible, cosmical, A wonderful over kill and most of all beautiful

Chances - Five for Fighting

2010-05-31T20:45:00.000+08:00

Chances are when said and done
Who'll be the lucky ones
Who make it all the way?
Though you say I could be your answer
Nothing lasts forever
No matter how it feels today

Chances are we´ll find a new equation
Chances roll away from me
Chances are all they hope to be

Don't get me wrong I'd never say never
Cause though love can change the weather
No act of God can pull me away from you

I´m just a realistic man
A bottle filled with shells and sand
Afraid to love beyond what I can lose when it comes to you
And though I see us through yeah

Chances are we´ll find two destinations
Chances roll away from me
Still chances are more than expectations
The possibilities
Over me
Eight to five, two to one
Lay your money on the sun
until you crash what have you done?
Is there a better bet than love?
What you are is what you breathe
You gotta cry before you sing

Chances chances

Chances lost are hopes torn up pages
Maybe this time
Chances are we´ll be the combination
Chances come and carry me
Chances are waiting to be taken
And I can see
Chances are the fascination
Chances won't escape from me
Chances are only what we make them
And all I need

PADDLE POP SUPER DUPER YUMMY

2010-05-27T16:27:00.004+08:00

The ideal way to enjoy a day in school :)

brings a smile to my face HAHA

the great company too :)))

I LOVE ICE CREAM :D

PADDLE POP FTW

2010-05-26T23:25:00.002+08:00

have you realized. its only a few more days till June.

It's already mid year.

Gonna be broke in June. so many people gonna be celebrating birthdays

I've reached a stage to know realized that, how many friends i should really treasure in this world

i know i mean nothing to many of them. i'm not one to make an impact in their lives.

i guess it is good as well.

Roses are red

Violets are blue

this little heart of mine

ain't just for you

i really want to re-live my childhood again

2010-05-15T23:57:00.004+08:00

i can't stop listening to this song.

the little girls voice at the end of the song is so sweet.

if i could repeat that last few seconds of the song over and over i would.

Don't We All?

2010-05-15T12:38:00.002+08:00

don't we all wish we were kids again?

the trouble free life

minding your own business

the things we had

innocence , comfort , care , attention , love , time , friendship

and to see all these snatch away right before your eyes as you look back.

we all still have our kiddish moments. though people would judge you.

But at times we all stumble and fall.

We look for r/s at this point of our lives

Only to be let down by the break ups and hurtful events

We then retreat back to our shells in hurt and pain

We confide in our friends and family to ease the pain

Some wear a masquerade over closing all doors to others

Only in fear of the world judging them.

but i know no matter what, at the end of the day.

God does this while we totally push him out of our lives.

Your eyes search the world over kings and queens

Looking for a child just like me

We'd always be his children.

All you children of his. You are gifted and special.

He loves you. and I want to be his instrument.

music makes me want to groove with you

2010-05-04T23:49:00.003+08:00

i'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell

i know right now you can't tell

but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see, the other side of me

I get some rather weird comments at times in school

some say i look really fierce. some say i look stone

some ask if i attract a lot of girls. of which i would disagree.

but then i always just want to tell this people. hang around and maybe you'll get to see the other side of me.

Retarded moments

2010-05-01T02:34:00.001+08:00

you and me = Oreo

i'm the biscuit your the cream.

i'll hold you together in warm embrace.

i'll let you twist me all you want.

but your gonna let me lick you after that :P

WTF moments HAHA!

what's to say about this

2010-04-30T17:33:00.000+08:00

d( o . o )b <<< Cool eh

2010-04-30T01:48:00.003+08:00

Do you ever think when you're all alone

all that we could be, where this thing can go

Am i crazy or falling in love

Is it really just another crush

Actually been having problem looking for inspiration.

Had craving to blog but nothing to blog about.

But after i stumbled on this photo, brought back memories.

Just so happened that the song crush was playing.

Not trying to send a message to anyone or anything.

Its just a random idea that came to mind piece by piece.

I think its a simple and lovely bracelet thats all :)

i do hope you liked it.

Don't everyone want a Love pill.

2010-04-25T10:45:00.002+08:00

Other then my flu and antibiotics pills i wish i had these too.

Credits to 9gag.com

Weird

2010-04-22T17:11:00.002+08:00

i'm rotting in front of my lappy.

Coursemate sleeping beside me

Sipping Teh Peng.

Waiting for Jap class to start.

Lazy to do research.

I'm gonna lose my freedom soon.

come with me

close your eyes

hold my hand

it's gonna be alright

don't be scared

don't be shy

lift your head

it's gonna be alright.

just tell me it's gonna be alright

that you are there for me.

2010-04-20T08:04:00.002+08:00

oh and school has restarted.

holidays feel really short

week 1 - dotc 2

week 2 - holiday

week 3 - Prep for DOC

week 4 - DOC

and now back to school. met loads of freshies and fellow school mates then i know but never dared say hi to haha!

but its awesome. finding new friends and all.

and ya i'm sick. what a way to start the new day of school. but oh well shit happens.

life is a highway

Oh great

2010-04-12T03:21:00.003+08:00

i'm gonna go for a 5 day 4 night camp. and the best part is i can't sleep right now =.=

so screwed.

bag still unpacked.

because

living he loved me

dying he saved me

Envy overwhelms me.

Jealousy empties me.

Anger kills me.

Pride crushes me.

But your love comforts me.

3 April 2010

2010-04-03T07:14:00.003+08:00

i think i wake up early these days its cos of e camp body clock.

sleep less then 8 hours and still wake up early.

i'm perfectly fine. but i think i'd force myself to go back to sleep.

oh yay my whole saturday in church later. MEH.

long list of songs for Easter Vigil later.

thank god playing the percussion just means you don't have to play those super slow songs :P

I LOVE THE LITANY OF THE SAINTS :)

all the saints pray for us.

pray for me

double trouble.

2010-03-26T23:19:00.002+08:00

oh yesh... double trouble.
i have some things going on tomorrow that would be overlapping each other.
sooooooooooooo in the shit. god save my worthless ass.
and over the weekends i won't be sleeping enough MEHHHHH.......

you know there's something about love songs that keeps you listening to them.
i have yet to find out what. any comments to this?

P&W on the hand is just killer music :)

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

sorry sunshine but it feels like you're fading from my life.
and i was right.

2010-03-26T19:38:00.002+08:00

i look at my schedule and my jaw just drops. i thought my holidays were gonna be really free mehhh.
Tomorrow
Morning - Road Revision , Easter Vigil Practice 1.0
Afternoon - DRT theory
Evening - Lentern Vigil

Sunday
Morning - Prac 8
Afternoon - DRT theory
Evening - Mass

Monday - Wednesday
DOTC Camp.
Wednesday night - Easter Vigil Prac 1.1

see this proves no relationship is good =D
am i spending too much time in church?

realize - Colbie Caillat

2010-03-26T14:40:00.002+08:00

joyful joyful

2010-03-22T09:16:00.003+08:00

i just hate don moen's voice.

just got an annoying tone in his voice thats annoying after awhile

but i bet all the aunties love him.

speaking of P&W i haven't heard of planet shakers and delirious in a long while.

Easter Vigil

Wonderful God - Christ for the nations

Joyful Joyful - Casting Crowns (thumbs up)

Hail To The King - Don Moen

Wonder who'd turn up for Easter Vigil.

Who's up for Butter again? =)

if ur bothered about my life wanna see clubbing pics can go FB profile :)

2010-03-21T12:39:00.002+08:00

I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too.

cos when push comes to shove you taste what you're made off.

and when u going clubbing, you have fun :)

i'm lazy to send photos to my lappy at the moment. maybe later.

FRESHIE NO MORE

2010-03-19T12:59:00.001+08:00

2010-03-19T03:11:00.001+08:00

secondary school is peanuts compared to poly.

thats all for today

2010-03-17T22:30:00.003+08:00

so weird. running around in school with Yingyao.

goes to print shop. We get complimented by the 2 aunties

goes to book shop. We get complimented by the counter aunty

then both places they ask if we attract girls attention.

we both answer. nothing the past 3 years. HAHA!

classmate randomly asked hows my love life.

i just replied nothing. and i'm trying not to care about it anymore. cos i know that i don't think i really need it. i've been on my own the past few years. dont see any harm it keeping it this way.

but...

cos when push comes to shove you taste what you're made of.

Design school pushes their students to the extreme.

You get tired and worn out. You lose your social life outside.

But its when you're so caught up with school work and mixing with school mates.

you look back and wonder. is the social life outside greater then in school?

when you realized that no matter what you do, the status would never get any better.

your different from the rest. i don't think you'd ever be able to fit in.

2010-03-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

i feel like an attention seeker :(

help someone... god?

weird.

2010-03-10T10:42:00.003+08:00

weird convo with my mum

mum : can you eat proper meals?
me : why? i'm eating properly what
mum : i don't want you to lose weight so fast. not healthy
me : wuddd? i'm think i'm gaining weight instead la.
mum : *walks away*
me : o_o

i've still been over eating compared to other Singaporeans.

i'm..... LARGE heh.

oh gosh. assignments me no likey.

desperate for holidays.

still have yet to go clubbing :) wanna experience at least once :)

thank you god for the things you've provided me through this lent.

thank you for watching over me all this while.

thank you for the r/s that work out or not. (they are experiences)

thank you for my family.

and thank you for choosing me to be your son :)

Some Hearts

2010-03-07T00:50:00.002+08:00

Carrie Underwood - Some Hearts
Some hearts
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Some hearts just get lucky, lucky sometimes

mines not in any haha!
or maybe its just not the right time. maybe i still have much to mature in.

wish you never said anything to me from the beginning.
live to never know what could have been.
god has his plans. just got to listen to his whisper.

Ophys

2010-03-01T00:13:00.003+08:00

Alright so today was a long day of fun.
started with 12.15pm mass. with awesome homily.
reminded me about the faith Abraham had. to actually had the heart to sacrifice his one and only son. whom god had promised to abraham that his son would bring wonders.
The faith Abraham had , is something we could look to for encouragement? during this lent.

Luke 9 ; 28 - 36
"this is my son , whom i have chosen. listen to him"

Then lunch where my niece was crawling over me HAHA!

Making me entertain her. :) love her :)

Didn't go for choir today. wasted :(

Then CCK for Empire meet. awesome good laughters. good moments.

got to know these friends more. can't wait for the DOTC when all of us would be together again.

Ophys Love

Lord i pray that during this time of lent, you would guide me through every moment thick and thin. May i hear your calling in the silence of your whispers.

Chances

2010-02-26T04:09:00.004+08:00

alright just finished watching Blind Side at this hour of the day.

good movie :)

and the inspiring song is *chances by five for fighting* :)

after every inspirational movie. you come to mind.

there's something about you thats special.

or maybe its just a dream. a dream that i have to wake up from.

this is the first. don't all want 2nd chances?

the corrs

2010-02-25T01:25:00.005+08:00

couple of old school songs that i love by irish band The Corrs

rather light hearted songs with meaning :)

its a music video spam night :)

dear god.

though i may not feel my friends are there for me. please help me and give me strength.

i've been jumping cliques god. for too long. am i gonna continue this for the rest of my life?

i just want to know that. there is someone to turn to at e end of the day. someone

who would accept me.

Spinning

2010-02-20T23:19:00.005+08:00

I wish I could smile like this child again.

Jack's Mannequin - Spinning
i can't remember when the earth turned slowly.

so i just waited with the lights turn out again

i lost my place but i can't stop this story

i've found my way , but until then i'm only spinning.

i can't even remember when was the last time i made a positive impact on my friends lives.

well today learnt quite a bit about lent.

not to pray for material things. but things that i really need.

god provides things that he knows i really need.

that change during this time not only applies to these 40 days but after as well.

but god. tonight i'll just pray that you'll give me companionship i need

that special friend i know who'd alway be there for me.

and if i'm blind smack me on the head.

but until then.... i'm only spinning in my world.

just this night

2010-02-19T23:49:00.004+08:00

oh i got a new silver helmet.

i don't exactly have a use for it right now. lemme get my license first haha!

well guess it beats using the old white helmet where sometimes the visor might just pop out HAHA!

yay personal helmet :)

can't wait to finish my license.

good bye to taking buses HAHA!

END OF BLOCK

2010-02-19T00:26:00.003+08:00

it suddenly feels really weird that i have 2 touch screen devices in my pocket.

but i think its awesome. i finally got a proper mp3 player.

been playing a bit with its applications :)

so fast its coming to the weekends again. don't think i can play much this weekends. i'll be busy doing my project. gotta go bookshop shopping tomorrow. its good to know what i gotta work on for my project. but it sux to know that i'm damn lazy to do my assignment.

i wonder how i'm gonna react if u address me as pooh in person.

i think i'd scream

4 more weeks to year 2. ZOMG

2010-02-18T01:13:00.003+08:00

ALRIGHT! THE MOST AWESOMEST AGGRO SKATER COOLEST BABE AT HER AGE GAVE ME THIS FOR VALENTINES DAY GIFT

ITS YOU SAMMIE :D

alright so tomorrow i'm back to school after quite a long break.

i enjoyed myself in mass today. had special reasons HAHA!

and its not fair LISA! ur blog is photo blog. i have to add more text to make mine interesting. UNFAIR!

little miss sunshine

i shall dedicate this song to you. go youtube. You Are Being Loved - Steven Curtis Chapman.

Ash Wednesday

2010-02-17T10:18:00.003+08:00

lets all welcome the season of lent today.

god went through 40days in the desert with the devil constantly tempting him.

well of course our pain we go through can never compared to what jesus went through.

but i just pray that he can help me through this time.

i pray to continuing being your instrument.

i pray to know what god actually wants me to do.

i pray that my friends will be there for me when i need them.

Happy CNY & Valentines Day

2010-02-14T00:23:00.003+08:00

haha and this year would be the quietest year to spend valentines day.

most places would be closed =)

Looking forward to the red packets HAHA!

hmm. well its another valentines day spent alone.

hmmm i wonder if i spent my valentines day with someone special ever?

i don't recall though. oh well :)

i shall evolve into a stone like Lisa :P though she is one evolution above me (rock) i think she's turning to boulder already though:P

13 Feb 2010

2010-02-13T01:44:00.003+08:00

Alex says i look intimidating *gives HUH* look

Lisa says i look like a kiddo again :)

Lisa's Mum says i lost weight :D

something more positive i guess? :)

teaching people to skate actually is tiring.

oh gosh Valentines Day / Chinese New Year is coming

too bad nobody for Valentines day this year. WAIT!

its been like that every year anyway haha!

Candy Floss Dreams World.

we all want something

2010-02-11T00:52:00.005+08:00

everyone wants something.

i just want to be your crying shoulder. that person to lean on.

i know i'll be better when i'm older. and i want to be the greatest fan of your life.

i'll never get sick of the song i'll be by Edwin McCain.

The greatest thing you'll ever learn. is to love. and be loved in return.

but that is also the most fearful thing... wondering if you'd ever be loved in return.

afraid you'll be left alone. but we can never stand still. time and tide waits for no man.

haha Alex ur probably gonna say Emo TTM again haha!

just a bubble...

a depressed teddy

2010-02-09T22:14:00.003+08:00

not looking forward to thursday.

Crit session again. P1 isn't going good for me in anyway.

i'm brain dead. i'm emotionally dead. probably soon to be mentally dead.

but i think only thing i look forward to is the L4D session with the IAD guys.

ha.... oh well...

sad mood ever since i woke up.

sucky. i miss hugs.

i'm skipping dinner. good night world.

Its a lie

2010-02-07T22:25:00.005+08:00

Oh today was a long day. Canteen duty followed by skating at ECP

Lisa's getting better each day haha! and Gericho , Joy and Grace. They're good =)

had quite a few falls today though. in a bit of pain... bleahhh.

oh well... listening through this song. this chorus struck me

Carrie Underwood - I just can't live a lie

Ohh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie

doesn't mean much though. not to me.

god comfort me when i'm weakest.

jealousy is the word

2010-02-04T11:47:00.001+08:00

lets slide

2010-02-04T01:34:00.002+08:00

looking forward to skating later tonight.

i wanna play around in wheels.

just spin round and round. leaving everything behind.

i wanna run. i wanna fly.

but i'm just on the floor... watching the world walk by.

filled with stupid feelings. i wish i never had.

stupid attractions to the opposite gender.

i've used to pray that something would happen again.

now i just wanna pray that... i wouldn't fall so easily again.

leave me alone

monday morning

2010-02-01T12:24:00.002+08:00

awesome song. they do great song covers =)

I wanna fly over the mountains
I wanna soar over the seas
I wanna glide over the flowers and the trees
I wanna fly without a harness
I wanna run without these shackles on my feet
Oh because I know I'm free

I am not afraid
I am not afraid
I am not afraid to fall because of you

Feb 1st

2010-02-01T01:19:00.002+08:00

as off two days ago. LISA should stay away from any loaf of bread.

well today concludes my awesome weekend.

Saturday was packed with preparing food for the picnic.

had quite a bit of left overs. and i had to slowly clear my house up.

it was fun spending time with Lisa , Eugene , Joy and Gericho

thanks gab for being e car driver. and thanks mum for letting me use e house and not mopping the floor after =P

then Sunday was spent doing bits of assignment and church? followed by some walk around pictures in town. From City Hall - Old Supreme Court - Merlion - Esplanade. then a long bus ride from Esplanade - Orchard - Parkway. Fun day =)

its always fun to disturb Lisa =P

good night world. god, help me tonight, that i will see the light.

F you.

2010-01-29T00:58:00.003+08:00

take a step back. laugh at your miserable life.

see the bigger picture. get up and move on.

you stupid ass.

stop being a noob.

emo F*#& head.

nobody cares. does it matter any more?

just my random thoughts.

2010-01-27T12:25:00.003+08:00

and i'm half way through my license.

theory 1 , 2 , 4

internal evaluation

riding theory test

defensive theory 1 , 2 , 3

practical 6 , 7 , 8

Traffic police test.

and i get my license =)

soon it'll be mine. mwuahahahahaha =D

aiming to get it by April =)

Avatar

2010-01-26T23:57:00.003+08:00

I finally found the time to watch Avatar.

awesome movie that everyone should watch.

well my day started off with a bit of assignments followed by bike revision.

i got burnt with a really really weird tan now. HAHA!

tomorrow going for my prac 5. hopefully i can pass in 1 attempt though i doubt it.

but well. we have to start some where. =)

heres a mini conver between Bane and Me before i went to buy e Avatar ticket.

it went something like this.

Me : i shall go buy e movie ticket

Bane : you gonna watch alone?

Me : Yea?

Bane : you emo siah watch alone

Me : not like i never watched movie alone before. watched harry potter alone before.

Bane : man... you need a girlfriend man.

Me : =) no girl out there wants me. *walks to ticket counter*

the little heart

2010-01-25T00:34:00.003+08:00

and i've got my internet back. sorry people who bother reading this blog =.=

having really mixed feelings today right now.

well actually not only today but... past few days too.

i've been starting to think too much lately again.

i still wonder if i really do like her or just an infatuation.

i shall be rather open today.

and every week i pray. that if it was meant to be, god would work it out some how.

my wish for you is that this life becomes all you want it to

you dreams stay big and worries stay small

you never need to carry more than you can hold

and while you're out there getting where you're getting to

i hope you know somebody loves you

and wants the same things too

Yeah, this is my wish.

my wish is to know that somebody out there loves me.

maybe opposites attract?

but sometimes what i want might not be what god has planned for me.

lord you know best what i need. i can only pray that you'd be there to comfort me.

i'll be - edwin mccain

2010-01-19T10:51:00.001+08:00

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath.
And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.

[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof.
My love is alive -- not dead.
Tell me that we belong together.
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

[Chorus]

And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.
I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said

[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your...
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

The greatest fan of your life.
...greatest fan of your life.

I will be the greatest fan of your life.

But i know you want me to turn away.

Turn away and move on.

ROAR

2010-01-18T10:49:00.002+08:00

ok. practical 4 in about. 2 hours time.

i still haven't done my theory. nvm i'll fail prac 5 many times anyway so no rush

who knows i might fail my prac 4 today too. but touch wood. must safe money =)

hmmm went blading the past 2 days. feels really good to be on wheels again =)

and its gonna be so awesome. Bran , Eugene , Alex , Lisa and Sammie all has blades now.

so lets go blading =PPP

roll out =P

so funnn. but bleah. this week is submission week. gotta start rushing assignments soon.

and i gotta go st iggy tonight and wed night. OMG...

god saveles me.

2010-01-14T10:16:00.002+08:00

=) life is a highway. right now i'm stuck on the shoulder lane again.

its time to move on to lane 1.

all i want right now.

is to fulfill my new year resolution.

Think twice

2010-01-12T11:12:00.004+08:00

o level students who didn't do so well. please think twice before putting all your choices.

maybe sometimes have a undesired course is better then no course. =)

and who knows? u might end up loving that course.

so. i'm starting to look back at my motorbike riding practical.

its fun but i think from here on the practical are going to be tough. i hate the thought of repeating practical.

but nvm. i can do it =)

I wish my words make a difference to you.

I wish tonight would be a perfect shade of dark blue with you.

2010-01-11T09:09:00.002+08:00

lets just hope all e o level students get e desired results they want. Alex , Eugene , Joy , Anthea , Cetrina. all the best =)

god i pray that you keep all the o level students safe. keep them mentally prepared for everything.

keep them calm comfort them. be there for those in need later. remind them that what they want might not be what you planned for them and that you have an alternative route for them. when one door closes , you will open another door for them. we are all instruments of yours.

Emmanuel - God is with us

amen.

help me through this time of need. give me strength to overcome my obstacles. and remind me in your own ways that you love me.

Standing on the rooftops

2010-01-10T09:30:00.002+08:00

you make me wanna scream my heart out.

just stand on these rooftops with our hearts out.

close the door that knocks your heart out.

but open the door that lets you love all out.

i miss blading.

i miss the past.

i wish i could say the things i would love to say

but lets keep this in that little box of mine labelled heart.

2010-01-05T23:47:00.002+08:00

things changed a long time ago. i still am afraid to face it.

but i'll try my best.

but i still am stuck. i still wonder what could have been sometimes.

and i actually pray that... nvm.

just wonder if my birthday wishes would come true.

you said

2010-01-04T01:35:00.001+08:00

let go back to old school hillsong's song.

i can't make you love me - nina

2010-01-03T14:40:00.002+08:00

i still think about these things.

just give me till then to give up this fight
and i will give up this fight

The Night Santa Went Crazy

2010-01-01T14:19:00.003+08:00

and we all gladly welcome the new year.

now i look back at 09, it did not exactly end the way i wanted it to it terms of friendship for some.

i wish they would forgive me for the stupid mistakes I've done.

I'm sure there were times last year too when many people hate me for the stupid things I've done. I hope you all forgive me and we start afresh this new year. Sorry Lisa , Alex , Gen peeps, Bran and many others.

I thank all my friends for accepting me this year.

I've forged new friendships this year. the many new friends.

all from Genesis, i wish i knew how to spend time with you guys.

all from st iggy, great bunch of people. but i don't think i can commit that much anymore

all from TP, many more to know and many more years to come to spend time with you guys.

New Years Resolution

-Let go of past.

-Lose weight. (NO BETS)

-Stop trying too hard with my love life. =)

idk. I'm a rather boring person yet slightly complicated.

Just a little bubble

Fun to play with

Nice to look at (disagree here though)

Simple

But Fragile.

towgay

2009-12-30T09:29:00.001+08:00

and someone else is 21 years old now.
and we're all getting older.

bran may ur wishes come true. may you find a proper boar.
no more monklet or infidels.
=)

29th Dec

2009-12-29T00:31:00.001+08:00

happy birthday little hctib.
haha! 17years old already.

i shall tell myself everyday. love starts with expecting nothing in return =)

dancing

2009-12-28T02:46:00.002+08:00

i'm actually quite fascinated with the dancing in the MV Wedding Dress.
i actually totally wished i could dance. it'd be so cool haha!
but i probably have both left feet so i doubt i can dance.
other than the fact i'm physically rather large heh.

well. back to school later in a few more hours. hopefully i'd wake up early enough to go take photo and apply for motorbike license =)

closing time

2009-12-27T01:54:00.002+08:00

every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end.
so maybe time to close the chapter.
time to ditch some friends.
time to welcome new friends.
time to move on.

actions speak louder then words.
you lie.

We.

2009-12-25T10:00:00.002+08:00

WE WISH
WE WISH
WE WISHY WASHY
WISHING YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS =)

finished awesome DOTC 1 camp on 22th
it was damn good. better then expected

and every other day after that was good.
but last night. was a blast =)
church carols , meeting up with friends after mass and Christie's place.
total blast. love you friends. keep in touch =)

Merry Christmas World. i'm tired from partying last night =)

24th

2009-12-24T01:23:00.000+08:00

18 and going.
merry christmas eve world

wedding dress

2009-12-22T21:02:00.004+08:00

i hope this doesn't happen to me.

or anyone close to me.

19 Dec 09

2009-12-19T08:51:00.002+08:00

My Final A2 for Drawing Essentials.

sorry world. i'm too busy to upload anything else.

but ya i am getting tired. but oh well.

be happy people. its the season of giving

The Great Pretender

2009-12-13T10:57:00.003+08:00

Jon Frederik Band - The Great pretender.

Do you wander through this life, like a child without a care
Do you fear the things you love, do you seek the things you fear?

When the world comes crashing down, do you just smile and say,

I am the great pretender, willing to dream forever

Oh , i'll just float away, and let the waves keep pulling me in,

I'll just hang out here and watch the world pass over my head,

Because, I'm still believing, all of the things you said.

Are you searching for the truth, but all you come across are lies

Has someone sabotaged your route, left all the answers in disguise

When the world comes crashing down, do you smile and say...

I am the great pretender, willing to dream forever.

oh little heart

2009-12-10T23:24:00.003+08:00

i think i shall give up in finding someone to confide in.

i think what god wants me to do is just be the catalyst between people to help them meet new friends and get closer to one another.

he knows i'll still come home running to him at the end of the day.

with or without a broken heart. =)

Oh heart of mine, why must you stray?

From one so fair you run away

And one more time you have to pay

The heaviness of needles shame

drawings

2009-12-10T00:33:00.004+08:00

Beach Sketch

Charcoal Hand Drawing

Charcoal Lady's Body

Pen Sketch Christmas Spirit

Charcoal Sketch Blindfolded Lady

I still have a few other sketches though. But i'll take photo/scan them another time.

The first step of love is to love someone and yet not expect anything in return

The first step of relationship is to have both parties love one another.

Note the difference between love and relationship

this is the countdown

2009-12-09T06:47:00.002+08:00

and it only gets closer to the holidays.

dear god

thank you for letting me wake up to a beautiful morning.

thank you for helping me keep my emotions tucked away.

thank you for guiding me so far in life.

i pray that you keep her safe and continue protecting her. help guide her in what ever she need to be a happy young girl.

i pray that you would help me get through the last 3 days of struggle for this block.

i pray that you would help me realise that you've been hearing my call all along and you're there for me.

and i pray that you use me as your instrument this christmas. give me strength to over come all obstacles i'm facing now and in future.

thank you =)

amen.

i'll be loves suicide.

I'll be

2009-12-07T20:46:00.002+08:00

After the past few months of listening to this song.

I'm still addicted. just like the song iris